Precisely That

Crazy

2011-04-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

There's drama everywhere, even if we deny the fact that we are not living in it; it's a lie, and you know it. We all live a life of dramas and problems and it depends if we share it or not. I live a life of drama, my life isn't simple, no matter how much I want it to be.

I get in trouble and I make trouble. I don't show it during classes and I don't show it in front of my friends, but with close ones, they know I'm a trouble maker. It's just me, I'm born this way. I'm good at covering up and also good at acting.

I guess the people who knows me best are the boys I date. I mean, how can one hide their true self with a person you share your love with? I'm a psycho. A mean ass bitch, but still, I don't show it.

Okay. I guess the only person who knows me best is the boy I'm with now. I mean, the others din't stay with me 24/7 so how could they know me like how E knows me?

I'm he's life, and he is mine. I'm mean when I can be, and nice when I want to. I love him but I don't do well when someone lies to me, revenge is what I'm good at. And even though I know he'll get hurt, I do it anyways. I don't do it on purpose but I do it out of habit.

I obviously don't do this to others, I don't know why, but I just don't. Maybe because I don't dig deep in other people's life and I don't want to know too much about them. E says that I'm being arrogant, but honestly I'm too shy to ask too much.

I guess I hate people talking about me behind my back so I chose not to pry in other's too much as well. It's just me and I'm okay with it.

Life has change for me, I don't use to be like this, but I am now. I keep a distance with people and I'm okay with it as well. I just don't trust people so easily and it makes it hard to get close to me. I guess this is who I am.

A crazy girl with hidden agendas. (:

Work in Progress

2011-04-10T17:08:00.002+08:00

Apr 10, Sunday.

I tried redoing my college work. Surprise surprise. I looked at it and had a big fat sigh. Dont really know where to start, dont really know how to start either. Freaking failure.

Leo

2011-03-26T10:58:00.003+08:00

I've been crying and looking back at the times I had him as a best friend. He was with me for 6years and I abandoned him. I hate my mom for not letting me have a choice to keep him by my side till the very end, and I miss him dearly.

I miss him so much, I din't want to leave him. I cried the day before I had to leave him, I cried the day I let him go and I'm still crying now as I type this blog post a day after letting him go. I see my new companion next to me, and felt no love for him anymore as I miss my best friend for 6 years, but he's not here with me no more.

I chose him, he was mine, my first and I thought my last. He was the smallest in the bunch, the cutest of all. But he grew up very protective and started hurting people who were dear to me. No one wanted to help me tame my Best friend, no one could help me save his life. I miss him so badly and it hunts me everyday. Is he alive, or is he dead? I have to live with this everyday for the rest of my life. For I could not do it, I could not end his life.

Before, he only had me, but he met a another, they fell in love and all his love went to her, I was happy for him for he gave her my new companion. They had 5babies, but he was scared of them, I don't know why but he was terrified at their active and hyper character. He loved her very much, so much he even bit me to protect her, I was scared for awhile, and did not touch him, in fear of him attacking me. After that incident I went to care for the babies, I took care of them, played with them and slept with them, One by one they were adopted, But one was left behind and now he's sleeping by my side. I fell in love with him and had him as my new companion. After loving my new companion, I abandoned my best friend, I know I shouldn't have, but the love for my new companion grew stronger. This made my best friend cried for me and he wanted my attention, but I ignored him. (sigh)

My best friend was with me for 6 years, and I took care of him. I woke up at 5am when he was just a baby to play with him when he cried in his room for my attention, I woke up every morning if it rained to see if he was okay, I brought him to the clinic when there was something wrong with him, I played with him when he was bored.

He sat by my side when I was doing my work, He tried to protect me when people yelled at me, He scolded anyone who came too close to me, he grew old and deaf because of me.

He was my first Best friend and I did not know how to do alot of things, I did not know how to clean he's ears, I did not know how to cut he's nails. Even if I brought him to the groomers nor the doctors, he's ears never healed, I made him deaf and it's all my fault.

I don't feel like having a best friend like him anymore, I don't want to abandon anyone anymore, when I leave for Australia, I have to abandon this companion as well, He will be taken care of by my sister who I hope dearly that she can do so, for he's very attached. But I guess he's not as attached as my best friend who I had to abandoned.

I hate myself, I really do.

I cried and held him tight as I said my goodbye, it took me half an hour of holding him tight. But I had to, as I did not know where to leave him. No one will take him, he bites. My mom doesn't want me to keep him anymore, because he bit my mom. He bit my mom cause she raised her voice at me, he was protecting me and now, I did not protect him back.

I hate myself. I hate hate hate hate myself.

I'm tired of thinking of him anymore, every time I think of him, I cry. I feel like the worst person in the world. And I feel so frustrated. I miss him so much and no one can help me, it's not home without him. Every time I step outside the door, I look at the places he use to lay down and wait for me. I miss him so much.

He cried when I left him in the shelter, the shelter was my last resort, no one wanted to help me take care of him, not even my relatives. He cried and I too cried, and I guess my tears will not stop tearing, for I will never know if he's still alive or not.

But all I know is he's waiting for me to pick him up, and I can't go back to take him......

2005 - 25.03.11

To download

2011-03-09T11:31:00.003+08:00

I watched Beauty and the Beast yesterday and fell in love with it all over again. It hit me as a surprise when I was watching it that I did not recall any of the story at all, I just remembered all the singing parts but the other 90% of the movie I have forgotten. So thank goodness I re-watched it. I'm gonna search for all the Disney and Dreamwork movies to download before I head to Australia next year. I would like to watch them all. And since I heard that Australia has a strict policy in downloading movies. I'll do it all here. Evil much. LOL.

To Download:

Snow White and the seven dwarfs
Pinocchio
Dumbo
Bambi
Cinderella
Alice in Wonderland
Peter Pan
Lady and the Tramp
Sleeping beauty
One hundred and One Dalmatian
The sword in the stone
Mary Poppins
The Jungle Book
Aristocats
Bedknobs and Broomsticks
Rodin Hood
Many adventures of Winnie the Pooh
The fox and the hound
the little mermaid
aladdin
lion king
pocahontas
toy story
james and the giant peach
the hunch back of notre dame
101 dalmatians
hercules
george of the jungle
air bud
flubber
mulan
the parent trap
a bug's life
tarzan
toy story 2
Dinosaur
Disney's The Kid
102 Dalmatians
The emperor's new groove
Atlantis: The lost empire
The princess diaries
monsters, inc.
return to never land
lilo and stitch
treasure planet
the jungle book 2
finding nemo
freaky friday
brother bear
The princess diaries 2
the incredibles
national treasure
chicken little
bridge to terabithia
meet the robinsons
ratatouille
enchanted
wall-e
Bolt
Up
The princess and the Frog
Toy story 3
Tangled
The road to El Dorado
Shrek
A.I Artificial Inteligence
Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron
Shrek 2
Shrek the Third
Kung Fu Panda
Shrek forever after

After looking at all of this, I decided to download Studio Ghibli's anime. I have all of them in CD but I don't expect to bring the CDs to Australia. Blah. Sooooo..

To Download:

#	Film	Original release date	Director	IMDB rating
1	Castle in the Sky	August 2, 1986	Hayao Miyazaki	8.1
2	Grave of the Fireflies	April 16, 1988	Isao Takahata	8.3
3	My Neighbour Totoro	April 16, 1988	Hayao Miyazaki	8.2
4	Kiki's Delivery Service	July 29, 1989	Hayao Miyazaki	7.9
5	Only Yesterday	July 20, 1991	Isao Takahata	7.7
6	Porco Rosso	July 18, 1992	Hayao Miyazaki	7.8
7	Ocean Waves	May 3, 1993	Tomomi Mochizuki	7.3
8	Pom Poko	July 16, 1994	Isao Takahata	7.5
9	Whisper of the Heart	July 15, 1995	Yoshifumi Kondō	8.0
10	Princess Mononoke	July 12, 1997	Hayao Miyazaki	8.3
11	My Neighbours the Yamadas	July 17, 1999	Isao Takahata	7.5
12	Spirited Away	July 27, 2001	Hayao Miyazaki	8.6
13	The Cat Returns	July 19, 2002	Hiroyuki Morita	7.2
14	Howl's Moving Castle	November 20, 2004	Hayao Miyazaki	8.0
15	Tales from Earthsea	July 29, 2006	Gorō Miyazaki	6.5
16	Ponyo	July 19, 2008	Hayao Miyazaki	7.8
17	The Borrower Arrietty	July 17, 2010	Hiromasa Yonebayashi	7.8
18	Kokurikozaka kara	July 16, 2011	Gorō Miyazaki	-
19	The Tale of the Bamboo Cutter^[7]	Unknown	Isao Takahata	-

haha too lazy to type them all. But will definitely download all (;

The Talk

2011-03-06T11:28:00.010+08:00

My BLOG IS OFFICIALLY NOT ACTIVE.

but I'm here to change that (;

I guess I'll be updating more again. I'm quite tired with my Tumblr account, so I took down everything and posted a HIATUS post in it. Honestly, I met some real nice people in Tumblr, some were crazy girl love girl people and some were anime fanatics.

Alacia was fun to talk to, but some people were seriously not so friendly to her. I guess people are still not open with lesbianism.

Honestly I don't mind their presence, I'm not afraid of them at all, nor do I judge the gays and what not. They're actually real fun to talk to. The other day, my man told me that our church doesn't accept gays and lesbians nor do they accept non christians. So we had a discussion there.

Is it wrong? Is it wrong to bring them into church and change their thinking? By time they might change, but I do not believe that banning them from entering the church is like necessary.

I still think that people can change. A drunk can be sober, an abuser can be humble. So why not a lesbian/gay be straight? I dont believe in forcing them to change but to accept them instead, by time if they want to change, they will change.

I heard one of the seniors in my church scolding a kid for listening to ADAM LAMBERT. LOL. Why? because he was gay. "ALL GAY PEOPLE'S MUSIC IS SIN! SIN SIN SIN!" is that what they think about when they hear their songs? lol. I don't think that music really changes a person to be gay. So it was kinda stupid listening to the child's mother talking about it.

Bummer

2010-11-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

Never think that your day will end good, it never does. Heck, don't even think about your day, it works better that way. My dates never end well when high expectations are always drifting in my thoughts. Some even causes a major headache.

A plan never works as good as a day with no worry. But having your day with nothing better to do can bore a person's mind. Leaving new traces of fat everywhere in your body especially the ass department. Honestly, I envy the non-ass-growing people. Their ass never gives way to ever ever ever growing big, but their body/stomach begs a differ.

I'm getting tired of the spoilt nights, the arguments and the frustrations when it comes to my relationship. If this were to go on, what good in trying? All I can do is lay in bed and stare at my empty ceiling. Not that my ceiling is ugly, I love my empty ceiling, no dust can accumulate. But staring at it is just pathetic, oh god, Im pathetic.

Sometimes I wish that the dust in my room can just choke me to death, a easy ticket out when I'm asleep, but it never works this way, does it? What a bummer.

I'm even getting lazier each day, the strength in which every human has, has been replaced by laziness. Truly unfriendly creatures, but something unavoidable due to some cases.

Procrastination, I am that and so it is to me. I procrastinate all the time, I push what ever assignments I have aside and rush when ever the due date arrives. Its tiring and honestly we should never do this! But we still do, it's nature and we can't deny it.

I'm just angry at myself, I sit all the time and it's killing my ass. I guess it's time to stand up again and standing is what I shall do. zzz.

His..

2010-11-12T09:57:00.002+08:00

His eyes, big, round.

Cute as he is, he stays next to me, never leaving me.

When tears fall, he kisses me, making me smile,

when I laugh, he plays with me,

when I'm angry he hides from me.

His head sleeping on my lap, while I play with his hair,

his body stretched out relaxing on the comfy bed.

His eyes sharp, 50 50 in sight,

brown and warm.

Loves cute things, eats everything.

Not allowed to eat chocolates, might over excite him and might kill him as well.

Ears sharp, acts like a buhney.

Legs, arms, strong and powerful.

Yeah, I love him, his everything.

Gets attention from all the girls,

making me jealous, he apologizes

and I forgive me.

His cute,

his everything.

My dog,

Tiger

you're everything. (;

Ms. Sensitive

2010-11-07T10:20:00.002+08:00

I am the equivalent of sensitive. The girl who isn't afraid to show that sensitivity flows in her veins. No one knows how to tame this girl, to understand her, she's just lonely inside. No one tries to help her, they're too scared to deep deeper inside, force, was the only option; the only option from the others, the only way to change her.

Sensitivity. How can you not have that side? No girl can hide it that well, no matter how strong you look on the outside.

Once you've been pulled in, the sensitiveness shows. She tried to act like she could take it, she tried to be calm, but her ego has got the better of her and that side would not go.

She pushed away the meaningless things, she pushed away the cons, but she couldn't push away this obsessive flaw. No one knows how sensitive this girl can be but only one person in this world, this person can't even help himself, led alone help this girl in need.

Two persons, not happy with the way they are, wont be happy for the others as well. For this two are hopeless characters in my hopeless fairytale rhyme and no one can save them now.

Tough, but would have been tougher..

2010-10-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

Its frightening how the days pass by, it feels like yesterday when I started college and life was getting more interesting. Drinking, dancing, joking, it was a blast, but times have come when I find all that a waste and my priorities is to achieve in life. To abandon some, to lose one is to gain one. Then it went down to meeting my lover, even if we knew each other way before we hooked up, we never saw this day coming, the day we would held hands and kiss.

He was my senior and I was in my freshmen year, starting a new life in high school, now we're just this two lover birds in college and I'm happy we're together.

Its already October, nearing to the end of the year, just a yew more months and white snow will fall on un-walked pavements.

My country never snows, but I cant wait to get out of here and see real snow falling. Dreams, it's all I can wait for, it's all I can try to achieve.

I've faced countless amount of struggles, but I know that this is nothing, just a small spec of dust compare to the big world I'm facing. I've already cut all ties to people I see not fit to bother. There are people who are childish in thoughts, bullies, two face creatures lurking around us, I saw them and I now avoid them as they are not my competitors, they are nothing.

Today the weather was fierce, when the sun shinned in, I could feel the temperature rising, but when it rained, the wind blew a storm and it turned my house a living snow capsule.

My life is great right now and I thank you for the one year you've been with me. This one year was tough, but it would have been tougher without your presence.

Thank you and I love you.

Black

2010-09-15T16:15:00.003+08:00

My mind is empty, my eyes are tired, my life is still. The world doesn't excite me anymore, the gap between reality and fantasy doesn't exist anymore, I'm caught in the middle. The world doesn't shine anymore, colors seem dull, faces look blur.

It's like a dream I cant escape, it's haunting me.

When the day shine, it's too bright to look at anything, but when the sky drop it's tears, the world a blur, a heavy storm, a dark atmosphere.

It's hurting my head, my mind is injured, corrupted by what I see, I no longer have a mind of my own, my thoughts, jumbled.

My nails, black. Painted it myself as colors I see are grey and dull. No point painting the brightest of color if I don't see them.

In my dream, I felt my confident fell. I don't have it anymore, the age of a 6 years old does not exist in me no more, I need that girl back, I need me back, but I don't know where she ran off to. I use to think that my drawings can change the world, bur as I grow older, I know, without the inner talent, without the fame, drawings, cant change the world.

But pictures can. Photography can, it opens closed minds. But photography ain't cheap, and photography ain't for everyone.

Life, so blah. So boring, I wonder when this feeling will ever go.

Lame to the core

2010-09-08T12:16:00.002+08:00

There once live a girl in a redden hood, small as she is, she loves challenges. Who ever told you, she was scared of the big bad wolf? what lies. She was friends with that mischievous creature; but nobody knew, little red riding hood was as mischievous as he.

She planned the whole thing and forced poor big bad wolf to eat her up! Poor wolf did not see it coming, when the old man had to cut him up just to get to her.

Little red riding hood told the big bad wolf to spit her back out again after giving granny the scare but in reality she told the old man to find her dear grandma and when the old man went to find dear old grandma *poof* he saw the wolf and she started shouting inside of big bad wolf, therefore the big slash on big bad wolf's tummy. all planned, all planned.

[ The wolf was mischievous but obviously STUPID. ]

The story was all planned my dear friends, as she wanted what the big bad wolf had, all stored up underneath his bed. It was gold! Big, long and 100% real, gold bar.

She had a partner that sly little fella, and that person was Mary! You all know Mary don't you? the girl with the lamb? Who ever told you she liked that stupid lamb? Poor little creature got eaten up. And every time she ate her lamb, they had to replace it so~

Both happy and together, Little red riding hood kissed Mary and they lived happily ever after.

zzz. people, I'm just fucking bored please excuse the lameness!

Consistance

2010-09-03T14:06:00.003+08:00

I've finally found a style I could stick with, but it still does not apply on the anatomy or the structure of a boy. So we'll see then, and hopefully my style will continue to improve.

Painted this with watercolor ©Sylvertrix; character is mine.

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Other then that..

I feel that we're growing up so fast; targeting the path to a better future, I'm still stuck, what will I do when I grow up? All I know is, art. Without it I'm nothing. I'm not good at talking, I'm bad when it comes to stress, I suck in explaining. So what am I good at? Other then art, fixing things and doing what I love to do, I'm better off as I fucking house wife. haha.

But I do have a dream, a target to achieve. Even if it might not be possible, I want it to happen. I want to make things, cute things, make my art famous through children books or to sell as wallpapers, stickers, clothes and so on. It's not much of an income but I'm not so much to stress, I love going through life slowly, lazing when I want to but creating art in the process. I don't know. I don't mind staying at home and doing what I do best. I'm not an industrial person, I hate creating something I don't like, I hate creating things that does not inspire me at all but just to satisfy the client or heck, the lecturers.

I don't know, we'll see. I still have years of studies. Till then, I better work hard. Bwaaaah~!

The Blower's Daughter

2010-08-20T22:02:00.004+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her skies

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you...
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

----

I honestly love this song.
Soundtrack - Closer

Another 4more months till 2011

2010-08-19T08:56:00.002+08:00

2010.

Can you imaging?
I could never imaging myself growing up, living the life I want and having a steady working life. Up until now, I still can't imaging myself working. I'm not growing up; I'm still in this mentality that youth is forever.

I can dream but where can my dreams bring me? How far can it fly?

I'm not confident, I'm sure in that but I'm trying to change even if it's taking longer then expected. My friends has grown, not all of them but most of them. Some are already overseas while some are stuck here with me.

Another 1 and a half years and I'll be gone too as I leave my friends in Malaysia to carry on with my life there in Australia. I'll miss my friends of course, but life needs to be upgraded, we can't stay here forever, what's fun without experience.

I know I'll never grow up, in my heart, youth and childish thoughts will always fill my thoughts and take the better of me. I've done my part in trying, changing into some one else I'm not and obviously did not like what I have become.

Therefore distance was my only option and carrying the change was my direction. Disappointment to disappointment I faced every time I do something, it's always not enough and I obviously want to be better.

The laziness must be pushed away! I need to be the best of all best, to compete and to be noticed, and honestly I tried but some how I still disappoint myself. My work has gone the down low and I need more passion, more life into my art, my master piece.

Art is life.

You start with it and if things goes wrong, painting the same exact picture might be one option but fixing it with your own creativity is the other; the much better solution.

Creativity. Not everyone has it, I know for I seen many who does not have it. They're only good at competing with skilled understanding or cheated method to create an outcome. Personally I have creativeness but some how it's lost some where in within me and I'm still trying to pull it out. I want to be better.

Life is a ticking clock, it passes too fast.

Dilemma

2010-08-09T21:49:00.005+08:00

I dont mind if life was base on a fairy tale book. A happy ending to a tragic beginning, life doesn't seem predictable anymore. The everyday dilemma has gotten worst, the obvious looking path we go through has spread into a million more.

Life has gotten worst.

Growing up is a must and I can't force myself back into the past. Every second counts and every second moves really fast. The other day I watched inception, the show was really complicated and I obviously loved how the movie went.

It makes one think, to wonder and want dreams. To built a world of your own, to plan things to your likings, to built a world, with the person you wanna have it with.

They obviously wanted the same thing (Cobb and Mal), to die old together and live in a world without worries but reality caught up and dreams are just dreams.

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"You're waiting for a train,

a train that will take you far away.

You know where you hope this train will take you,

but you can't be sure.

But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together."

Dancing

2010-08-09T20:14:00.002+08:00

We look happy

but honestly

what's happiness

if what brings us together

is lust?

---

Failed

Lying

2010-08-09T19:31:00.000+08:00

Not important to you

but very important to me.

How long are you gonna lie to me?

I wished I had more time

2010-08-02T18:47:00.001+08:00

Watched this in class during Sem 1 and found it really touching. Blah~

Reposted

2010-07-23T11:23:00.003+08:00

I have reposted some of my old post which deserves to be read, and my conclusion to everything is hilarious. I'm such an emotional kid, omg, I think stabbing myself at the chest repeatedly would not be enough to make me emotional yet, haha. I reread what I wrote and it was really dumb, seriously. But I reposted it anyways. No point writing it if I were to read it myself right? So, I shall let the world read it and laugh at my weird post; for kicks.

Seriously, I never knew I went through so much shyte. So many till I forgot what had happened in the past. So feel free to go through my old post, it's not all of it but it's quite an amount of post and laugh at what a weirdo emotional girl I was.

I didn't even know I was blogging for 3years already. Time passes really fast. whoo~

I R BOLSTER

2010-07-21T14:04:00.003+08:00

"I need a quieter bolster."

says the boy cuddling in bed.

Too bad hun, I'm the only bolster you have ;P

So I'll "yap" all the way *haha

Love you, silly boy.

Internet reading

2010-07-18T15:01:00.004+08:00

I'm so happy! I found websites to read comics in chinese. Happy happy happy, I always thought that chinese comics online don't exist and blah~ it actually does exist and there are like lots of sites for raw comics like this.

I was quite depress when I went to Summit that day to buy comics and found out that the comic shop has closed. I don't even have that guys number, how am I to know where he move his stupid shop to? he has like the largest comic supply store I know. I mean he has thousands of them and now, now I cant even get it from him anymore because he closed his shop! I mean come on! Put a sign of something, I need my comics, now I'm just stuck getting comics from Pyramid. They don't even have like a lot, hate going back to the same comics stack up on the shelf. I need a good comic store. Gah~!

Nvmd. I am now trying to read comics online instead. Saves me the space I need in my room. I can't always buy another plastic box for my comics, what will I do with them when I go Australia? LOL.

If my room was bigger I don't mind the mess but my room ain't that big. I could suffocate and die of no space. Anyways I'm getting rid of some comics, I need to dump it with you people again. Do contact me when you want to come over and take a look at the stash of comics I want to give away, thank you.

And I'm giving away my big ass radio I'm not using anymore. I know I can count on you people to take it off my hands, to tell me if you want it, if not I'm taking it to the orphanage with all my other clothes. blah~

Anyways I'm currently reading this comic online which was recommended by my friend. She told me to buy it but it had too many books and I did not want to waste my money so here I am reading it on screen. Wee~

Come on connection. Don't fail me now.

Mine

2010-07-17T21:44:00.003+08:00

We were having fun, we always have fun. Even if the event might be boring or my guts are hurting from the ever lasting cycle of a woman's body, we still find the fun in it and my pain disappears. He buys me the world, he hugs out all my breath and squeezes me like our life is to end. He smiles all the time, I do too. We smile upon the time we spend together, we smile upon the memories we share, even if we know deep down inside, we have troubles.

Life. Life is trouble.

I'm going overseas in another year. Time passes very fast and he wants to follow me. I want him to follow me. I guess I need him. It's not easy leaving him behind, it's hard not to have him around. This is what happens when you fall in love with someone, things change; I changed and my friends know it.

I'm sorry I changed, but I could not help it. I always told myself that changing is not an option for me, I am fun loving, I can fit into a crowd, I love hanging around with my friends, but as time pass by and love don't last forever, I cut myself from everyone, I wanted more time with my boyfriend, I couldn't leave him alone while I partied with my friends, I don't want him to get angry, I don't want him to feel lonely. I love him.

I use to tell my friends that I don't believe in true love, the last one I had really broke me and forgetting him was hard, but I met this idiot and well.. all the pain has left me, I finally gave in, I forgot that love was stupid and I fell in love once more. This is deep shyte, I really am crazy now. I want this to last, I want us to last. Even if we argue all the time for the stupidest thing alive, I love him, I really do.

I have never loved someone except for my high school sweetheart. This one has caught me in the net and kept me. This one dominates the high school fling. This one will last and I'll make sure it does even if I'm stubborn and I ruin chances. blah~

My parents love him, calls him "son in law", it's really funny and he blushes. He squeezes my hand time to time to show me he loves me, kiss my head time to time, hugs me time to time and tell me he loves me all the time. It's been 9months but it feels forever, knew him since I was in grade7 but time was never the right time to be together.

You're mine now, Erwin Tan Chee Er (; and I love you too.

The drive is back

2010-07-16T20:11:00.003+08:00

I've been painting. Seriously. Painting the whole day. I've been painting my dragon, I've been painting my girls, I've been painting. I woke up with an urge to paint and I took that chance to paint. I did not have the urge to paint since I was in high school and today in all days, I woke up and felt all artsy again. My artsy feeling is back!

I have been feeling miserable for a few weeks. Lazy to touch any of my homework but I do it anyways due to deadlines, and here I am, feeling artsy again and painting with water color; painting on paper; PAINTING again. LOL.

I woke up miserable and artsy. I wont share with you my misery but I'm so sharing my artsy feel. I painted on my half transparent paper today and I fell in love with painting again. I painted my dragon and I loved it even though my lecturer says he does not understand my little dragon's body, I still love it.

My boyfriend says maybe because he has not seen the fully colored version of my dragon that's why he does not understand why my dragon looks like this but to hell with it. I love how my monster looks like and I'm sticking with it.

I'm feeling artsy today and I want to stay artsy. I want to finish my commission list which consist of quite a few celebrities to illustrate. I want to do it all and I have the fucking drive now.

So blah to everything! Art here I cooooome!

ps. BON ODORI TMR! DON'T FORGEEEET *loves*

Salute de Mouse II

2010-07-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

So apparently the mouse has found a home under my water fountain. Made a little hole in the ground. Really cute, Erwin saw it while we were heading out for dinner. The cute little bugger ran into the hole and we presume is it’s current home.

I have a garden mouse ;) Lucky me. Will take a picture of it one day.

Salute de Mouse

2010-07-04T09:35:00.003+08:00

A mouse! I saved a mouse today, I couldn't help it. Had to blog this, din't really want to put this on Facebook. Might have weird little comments about it, so I blogged about it.

It was adorable. Tiny as ever, smaller then my palm. Grey little creature, scared and wet. Stuck in the water tank located in my garden, the poor thing swam for it's life.

The weather today, perfect, cloudy and lovely to sleep in. As usual I get waken up by Aunty Sally, having permission to step into the house and for me to catch my little devil, Leo.

Screamed Aunty Sally as she saw the little mouse swimming in the water tank; she wanted to water the flowers with their morning breakfast but unfortunately she was afraid of rodents.

After a few tries of catching the poor little mouse and failed, I had to use a fishing net to save the creature. Obviously the mouse was scared of humans, I kept reaching for it and it kept falling off. lol.

Finally after hours ( I presume) of swimming, the mouse was saved by me (; it jumped off from my fishing net and jumped straight into the garden; I was holding it half way from the surface of the water.

Cute little creature, hope I'll see you again. Just not in my kitchen.

©Kym

ps. Was watching The Rescuers Down Under yesterday. They saved the boy, but I saved the mouse. (;

Asshole

2010-07-04T02:23:00.003+08:00

I can't sleep, I need to mend this broken heart. It's like my sculpture, pasting it with clay over clay over clay but nothing seem to smoothen it's rough surface. I tried using sandpaper, but this broken heart needs a more patient person to mold it.

It's ridiculous. How many times do we have to go through this? It's not easy fixing this heart, if you wanted to break it, you should have found another bitch to break.

Stupid. Incapable. Jealous. Sensitive.

Three days, four problems, straight nights. This is not something I sign up for, we need to stop it, we need a better solution and I'm coming down to kill you.

If I have to drag your sorry ass back to bed, I will fucking do so.

You fucking asshole.

Protestant

2010-07-03T09:55:00.005+08:00

Once I was asked by this customer if I was a Christian, and I said I was. It was a really random question and so I entertained him. He asked me what type of Christian I was, and I told him I'm a protestant, he again asked me back, "what are you protesting about?"

At that time, I felt really stupid and confused. Why is he asking me this random question? I wasn't prepared. All I could do was stare back at him.

Obviously I took that question as a surprise. No one had ever asked me that question, and I had no choice at that time to tell this customer of mine that I'm not sure what I'm protesting about. Now as I asked many of my friends the same question the man had asked me, they too were surprised and told me their versions of why we're call protestants.

It was during the older times when only the Pope was allowed to read the Bible while the normal citizens are to listen and follow what was told. When Martin Luther disagree to the way we were thought, he went and created the Bible for all to read.

I guess creating is the wrong word. He searched and retranslate what was written and *poof* came the Bible.

We were all solely from one and we just broke into many. Might be sharing different point of views but we still pray. The difference between the Catholics and the Protestants are solely on the teaching of Christ. Protestants believe that the Bible alone is the sole source of God’s special revelation to mankind, and as such it teaches us all that is necessary for our salvation from sin.

Infect there are too many versions.

I'm not a person who is Loyal to the core of my bones when it comes to Religions. I believe that everyone has the right to his or her own thinking and believing. And if the time is right, they choose the right path.

For me, I'm not sure which path am I heading. I'm always all around the place, scattering about. I seem to be choosing the wrong path again and again. Sometimes I feel like I need guidance.

The future is like an unfinished book, each day I step forward I feel like I'm stepping backwards instead. I wished I knew what I'm doing.

I wished that my faith was stronger.

you'll never know

2010-06-29T21:06:00.004+08:00

Maybe if we spent less time together

thinks will be better,

If I were far away,

maybe we'll cherish the hours we spent together.

It's for the best

if I'm all the way

at the other side,

let there be the distance that separates us

and our anger.

Such pity that we don't understand each other,

we could do wonders when we're together.

Especially when our mind

become one

you'll never know what would happen.

Time will pass

and we'll know if we're meant to be

but for now

let us be what we can be.

to be

together

and not think too much

about the future.

You can tell the world your side of the story

and I can tell mine.

For no one knows the truth

except for you and me.

So you can lie and you can complain

but at the end

you'll suffer.

What a tragedy

Life could be better.

unnoticed

2010-06-29T08:10:00.002+08:00

Growing up all I wanted to do is draw, things might be different back then. I drew weird looking people, Pokemon looking creatures and odd looking sceneries but as time passes by, I wanted to draw real looking people, wind blowing creatures and awesome sceneries you see in books, in internets, everywhere.

I grew, and my view in life has change. People reject the unfamiliar, the weird thinkers, but i beg the differ. It is the strange and unique people who gets recognize all over the world. They get published, talk about and remembered.

I'm a graphic designer, not a really good one now but improving as I go. I'm an artist, I have flaws but I'm trying to bring that inner talent out. I'm not good at speaking, infect I can't explain my ideas to others when I'm nervous. Words blur out when I open my mouth but I'm trying to change that. I'm unnoticeable to anyone, and they will agree with that but I'm trying to be noticed and definitely trying to improve.

Sometimes I get this delima of not being creative enough and i'll stone in one conner. It worries me plentifully but I try to think positively when I calm down. As I get inspired by looking at things, I sometimes worry. Thinking to myself that what if, I'm not good enough. What will happen to me then? Jobs aren't easy to find and I'm not good at speaking. What will this do to my future? What a headache.

At times like this, when I'm not ready, I never want to stop studying. It scares me that I'm growing up too fast and the world is changing dramatically. In the future magazines won't be published on paper anymore, infect they're already trying to change that by using the I-Pad and I wonder if I can make it in this world. I never could imaging myself growing old with a steady job. Even now, I can't imaging myself doing so.

I really wonder what my future holds, it's really frustrating. I guess I'll have to wait and see, another day of mystery.

©Kym

Amplifier Music

2010-06-28T21:52:00.004+08:00

Because I love the way you look at me when we dance.

The way the light touches the surface of our skin

and we dance slowly to the song playing on my computer via amplifier.

Slowly and aimlessly,

stepping on each others feet

eyes shut

hands on each other

the smell of calm air

and your breath on my forehead.

Our steps

gentle and clumsy

not on purpose

not intentionally

we sway

back and forth.

as we listen

to the sound of our hearts serenading each other.

Our heartbeat beats into

One.

Love you lots

silly boy.

(;

___

We were feeling really blah last night, so we sat up and started playing random music on the com and started dancing around the room. So yeah, it was an awesome night.

It's the random things we do that makes things interesting

don't you agree?

©Kym

Wait and Stare

2010-06-26T17:35:00.005+08:00

One day when she's dead you'll know why it happened.

She tried to tell you and she tried to escape

but the path was too narrow for her.

She was murdered,

the poor little girl,

had blond and curls for hair.

Strangled by her own lover,

the one she loved dearest;

The betrayal, murderer,

The obsessed!

His anger was too great, even for her;

She was not strong enough to fight him.

Her beauty is breath taking,

her movements are gentle

and the boys in town are jealous..

yes jealous!

of the man who owns her,

the mysterious and handsome..

Jellicle fella.

The boys are jealous

and they'll never forget her.

Nothing could have saved her, the poor little girl.

Her life is gone

and all she can do is wait and stare

wait and stare

as she seats in the clouds and look down below

into earth where her lover

found another.

©Kym

Thumbs down

2010-05-25T23:47:00.005+08:00

I think I've never been so disappointed with an assignment until now. Did really feel that the comic wasn't as good as I thought it would be. What a pity, if time wasn't an obstacle, this assignment would have been the best of em' all.

Guess there's next time. Blah~*

Letter

2010-05-19T14:23:00.006+08:00

Hello World,

I've been missing you. The sky has been gloomy all week, the streets are filled with smelly mist. Have been missing your fresh air I used to smell when I was a kid. What happened to your beautiful flowers, does not bloom like they're suppose to anymore.

Are you angry with us? Have we hurt you too much? Why has your anger destroy many? From here I stand and I bow to you in apology. Sorry for hurting your soil and trees. To make them cry of help while we build on more buildings.

We deserved it and if this makes the world a better place. So be it. Give us your hottest weather, to dry up the water supply. Hit us with the strongest hurricane and blow away the junk. Push us with the bravest waves, to flush down the uglies, as we hurt you too much and this is what we deserve.

The world is not gonna end, there's no 2012; in my dictionary life will not stop in it's track and not give me what I want in the future.

I want a better future.

So give us your best shot and we'll try to endure it, for you and I, we will change this once a beautiful place back to what it was in the past.

You deserve better.

Sleep

2010-05-14T17:53:00.001+08:00

How can it feel so nice?
 Why does it feel so right?
 I think I've been somewhere special
 I want to go back there 
 
 Sleep
 I think i will
 Go back to sleep 
 
 Oh it's so cold and shivery outside my cocoon
 Now I'm on my way 
 
 Sleep

 Oh sleep
 Sleep

,
Imogen Heap

A silent world

2010-05-11T19:21:00.003+08:00

When I was driving home today, I was stopped by the traffic light like every other day. And everyday when I stopped my car and waited for the light to turn green, I looked at my mirror to peek at what people do behind my car. Call me "kepoh", but that's what I do.

Today I saw with my lil eyes of two people communicating. One must be deaf, for they communicate by hand. Honestly, I was fascinated, call me dumb, but I was. It was like eavesdropping but I have no clue what they're talking about, they were in their own world; A world that you and I will never understand unless we learn it.

What a pity that I could not understand a word they were saying to each other by hand, they looked like they were having fun. Bah~ Silly me to envy the deaf.

10 Birthdays

2010-05-09T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hey you! Yes you! Known you like forever. If grade three till this very moment you have not been by my side, what would life be?

A Bad Dream

2010-04-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

Why do I have to fly
over every town up and down the line?
I'll die in the clouds above
and you that I defend, I do not love.

I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.

Where will I meet my fate?
Baby I'm a man, I was born to hate.
And when will I meet my end?
In a better time you could be my friend.

[chorus]
I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side
But you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.

Where do we go?
I don't even know,
My strange old face,
And I'm thinking about those days,
And I'm thinking about those days.

I wake up, it's a bad dream,
No one on my side,
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
to be fighting,
guess I'm not the fighting kind.
Wouldn't mind it
if you were by my side
But you're long gone,
yeah you're long gone now.

Wake me

2010-04-16T11:28:00.004+08:00

Wake me up for
Day seems deem and
Night seems bright.

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picture ©800ZZ

Perfectionism, no more.

2010-03-16T05:13:00.005+08:00

Exactly. She's tired, it's late but she continues.
She rushes with everything,
She's bad with perfection,
but she's tired and trying,

there's,

..no more perfection..

Exactly. She's tired, and she's done for today.

You're Mine

2010-02-23T15:02:00.005+08:00

I believe everything happens for a reason,
it's like a sign
it can come in any form
some might be painful
some might be enlightening.

I believe in miracles,
it comes back to you
when you do a good deed,
it comes back to you
when you never expect it,
it comes back to you
through good graces.

I believe in love,
God loves us
and it might not be obvious
but sometimes I feel it
even if sometimes I don't.

I believe in you,
even if I don't show it
I might have doubts
but I try to understand,
I love you.

You're my sign,
my miracle,
my love.

Fairytales

2010-02-23T03:28:00.001+08:00

You read story books,
of princesses and princes
of love and happily ever afters;
You read story books,
of kisses that taste sweet
and the hot spots when he touches your skin
and it sinks deep
into your skin
burning it, leaving a mark;
of love.

You read of happy families,
of endless fun and new adventures
or even unhappy families
with evil step sisters taking advantage.

You read of men
who will do everything
and anything to please the one whom he love;
a man who will cross the world to find
the most beautiful star
to bring back home
just to see her smile.

You read of creatures
you'll never get to see,
places you'll never get to go to,
food you'll never get to try.

Things you know it's unreachable,
objects that are not touchable.

It's a fairytale,
a fantasy we have to wake up from,
a dream you need to escape, fast;
before it's too late
and everything becomes a nightmare.

Reality, we live in it,
deal with it,
don't fall deeper inside
unless you want to wake up crying.

Sparks of fire

2010-02-16T16:36:00.014+08:00

When I was little I saw with my little eyes the first flicker of fire
it reminded me of the dancers I see running about on stage
as they leap and dance to the beat and the sound of music.

This fire so bright yet so delicate,
sways back and forth, left to right
by the whispers of the wind,
strong enough to make it dance
but soft enough to preserve it's beauty;
this is the beauty created by man.

Each lighted candle flares it's determination to live longer,
a spark of beauty no man can comprehend
turning the surroundings bright once again.
_____

It was the night sky
so dark, so calm
with the radio on, the music playing
just you and me breathing
feeling our hearts beating as one.

The only light you'll see
would be lady moon
as she looks down upon us
and see what we're seeing
the beauty of sparkling lights
and the smiles on our faces.

A night to remember.

Red and Gold

2010-02-14T11:42:00.007+08:00

It's the blue sky,
white clouds
and the red packets we receive.
The smiles on little kids faces
from the money in the mysterious
red and gold,
and the joy on elderly's faces
when we greet them
“Happy Chinese New Year!”

It's the yellow butterflies you see dancing
in the middle of the road
(no kid') it's true.

And the flowers you see in bloom.

It's hot, it's sunny
It's the New Year

and
I can't live without you,
"money isn't everything"

It's you and me and family blessings,
I love you.

thank you ;D

2010-01-06T00:44:00.003+08:00

okay people, i'm fine, i'm good, i'm feeling better. so stop worrying and thanks. seriously love you people. what would i do without your words of encouragement, most probably die of emo-ness. haha. yup. that's it, die of emo-ness i would be.

But seriously am fine now! so cheer up! well now its my turn to tell you people to cheer up. ;D

Thanks everyone.

And thank you too Mr.Bulldog.

I forgave, but can I forget?

2010-01-05T20:18:00.003+08:00

I keep thinking to myself, did i do something wrong? Can i put everything into the past? can i forgive and forget?

I forgave, but I can't forget. What's wrong with me? Is it the not sufficient evidence of truth and lies? what is wrong with me?

Please please, let me forget, please please please. I can't take any more of this. I'm in a lot of pain, mentally.

Tears don't seem to dry up, as my eyes don't seem to stop tearing like a stupid waterfall. I want a better future, but can i have that? for real? fantasy aside, can I really have that little fairy tale story I read or watch?

..can i have that?..

or am i to dwell in sorrow?

Mental thoughts

2010-01-05T03:23:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I envy the people with families, And I don't mean I don't have one, I just don't have a full set to place it as a whole, I want that, but I'll never have that. What a shame.

Today, I saw the person I were to spend my late teen life with, cry. Yes, I saw him cry. It was sad, I hate seeing him cry, but he was so cute for this is the first time ever as I looked straight into his eyes and saw sincerity, the passion between father and son.

Yes, he felt guilty saying what he felt to his dad, and i know for a fact that his dad felt as bad as he did when words were placed, but no matter what words were to describe his heart felt words, love never seem to fade when it comes to family love.

Father to Son, Mother to Daughter, or well in every direction as the passion holds itself into a family's bond. I love it, I want it, I don't have it.

Love..

I can never understand it, and I know for a fact that I will never get to understand it. I think in my whole life I finally found a person, (other then my previous boyfriends), the someone I really love.

I had one (in my previous relationship) I truly loved and now I have one that I love too, the others I don't count as love as I don't have an attraction like what I feel now towards him. so thank you, even if you tend to make me cry all the time and i feel all so stupid doing so. I love you I really do ;D

Sometimes, I must confess.. That..

i wish your words can last forever. Every time i hear you say something promising i feel sad, for words don't last, no matter how much you wish it to last. it's saddening.

i guess insecurity is placed here within me, i hate it, you hate it, everyone hates it. but some things don't seem to fade as easily as we hope it would be.

And I regret saying this, but it hurts and I hope this feeling stops.
I want it to stop.

Life is unfair isn't it? Sometimes we must scarifies, to get what you want.

And here I am, sacrificing a part of me, so that I can be with you. Somehow, Someday to be happy and not thinking back about the pass, bad memories.

I love you.

;D

2009-12-23T01:32:00.003+08:00

Yup, Ima gonna do that, I'll wait like this,
In this possition
Till I see you ;D

Then
Ima gonna Hug you till you pass out
right in front of me

Yup, Ima gonna do that

;D *hehe*

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Art by Azuzephre

A time in my Life

2009-12-22T22:10:00.004+08:00

Okay People, I have FINALLY fell inlove with Photography, seriously.
It's definitely taking the drawing part of me, maybe it's just a time in my life that I THINK I don't want my skills in art anymore, I HOPE it's just something small.

But for now, Thank God for Cameras ;D

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..You..

2009-12-22T02:04:00.005+08:00

I love Night, I love the sight
of you
Staring right into my eyes, as you
Hug me
And Kiss me Good Night, as you
Touch me
Ever so gently, caressing me to sleep

I love Night, I love the Sight
of You ;)

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Art Owned by Azuzephre

I Heart You

2009-12-21T15:06:00.003+08:00

Yup. Exactly That ;D Haha!

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Owned by Azuzephre

I bid you ppl hello from Dubai

2009-12-20T19:39:00.004+08:00

I'm so hyper right now, so hyper, so hyper. Did you know everything under Google will change it's language when you're in another country? only Google's page though, that's why I din't update anything since I arrive here in Dubai. well, wondering why I can update now? cause I kept clicking on random things till it finally changed to English, am so happy. haha

so congratulate me! congrats congrats!

oh yeash, went shopping here of course and took many pictures of the architecture, so happy i am as there are ALOT of things to take, i took till there was no more memory/battery left, so charging it i am.

I miss you people in Malaysia! Seriously, honestly.

I hate sitting on the plane, let me share, shall I? The plane I sat on was a beauty, a 777 cargo plane, well.. i think it's a cargo. sorry, not that good with plane models but it's definitely the 777 model.

Hate sitting on a plane, I repeat, I HATE SITTING ON A PLANE. Firstly it's uncomfortable when it comes to being in a plane for 6 to 7 hours; Secondly, no matter how long you THOUGHT you slept, the time still doesn't go fast enough. it's like time stopped right there, right at that moment to torture you, of course taking pleasure in that too; Thirdly, the food, okay the food is not cheap, definitely, for when this lady who was sitting in front of me ordered her cup of tea and a bottle of water it went up to 10bucks! talk about cheating people's money!

anyways, before I left for Dubai, I spent a very nice day with Mr.Bulldog, things are getting better, yay! am so happy right now, am still a little worried, you won't know what would happen. Last chance dude! last chance!

It's so hard, especially when you know that person for so long.

Let me talk a little about Mr.Bulldog. Mr.Bulldog have been with me since Grade9, I mean seriously, it's like so long ago. We've been friends ever since I set foot into his church, also known as my church, but I hardly go to. And the funny thing is, I noticed Mr.Bulldog long ago, When I first entered high school, Grade7.

He kept coming in the morning to disturb my "rumah" for sports, at that time he was in Grade9, two years older then me and obviously skipping class to "teach" my "rumah", even if his not from my team. hahahahah

Anyways, that fool din't know me then, so whatever.

Then on one faithful day, I met him in Church, wee~* ;D

Okay then things went from Friends, Friends, Close Friends, Lost contact for awhile, became friends again and now, dating.

Sadly Mr. Bulldog has a flaw, it's so hard to tell when he lies or well when he tells the truth. I seriously can't tell, so all I can do is hope for the best. Sometimes I seriously hate dating =____= Heartache, Headache, Frustrating. ZZZ.

Anyways back to the Dubai thing, I'm still having Jet lag! I'm not use to the time difference, even though its only 4hours different. I always get headache when I don't get enough sleep or it's too late in Malaysia's time but still dam early in Dubai. Frustrating max.

Oh oh I miss you people D; ALL

From the A's to The Zs, I will be here for 13 more days, it's so long and I can't wait to come home and sleep in my bed, even though the bed here is as comfy as hell ;D

I love my mum's place, the windows here are not allowed to be opened =/ but it's fully filled with air con, I'm on the 23rd floor, the highest for this building and I have the most fantastic view of Dubai, it's cute to see the little houses down there, even though in reality it's not small at all.

The things here are 10 TIMES bigger then Malaysia's Buildings, Cars, Train stations and People hahahhahah. It's beautiful here, but I still miss home.

I'll update next time, I'm hook on drawing right now, obsessed over Avatar, am drawing the Na'vi[s] I love them. I love Avatar!

So if you've not watched it, I recommend that you do!

"I became a Marine for the hardship..
..Told myself I can pass any test that man can pass..
..All I ever wanted was a single thing worth fighting for.."

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Welcome to Pandora, people. ;D

And the best thing is, I watched it on the first day, premier in Pavilion, My most fave place to be, thanks for making it happen. I enjoyed watching it, especially with you *haha*

kiss kiss, fly away

2009-12-17T19:41:00.004+08:00

I don't know how long I can stay sad, I wish my sadness goes away.

*kiss kiss, fly away*
*fly away, please*

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I'm so scared, so scared till I don't even dare to check.
Don't even dare to find out,
Don't even dare to know anymore.

Cause I know I'll loose him anyways,
it's either this way or that.

Stronger then you think

2009-12-16T11:13:00.005+08:00

I found the best in pleasure yesterday, as I hurt him like how he hurt me.
you took that road of endless pain, I took the other in making you feel pain;
how fun.

You wanna see me cry? I wont.
I'm stronger then you think I am.

You wanna let me hit you? I wont.
I'm not crazy, I can restrain.

you asked me many times, what will happen.
I answer you and say it'll still happen,
for what do you want from me, I already gave you,
before you went and broke my heart.

I'm bored,
I'm heart broken,
but I'm still strong, thank God.

for I have friends beside me when ever,
thank you, Lord, for friends like these people.
Without them life would be a miser.

_____
I hate you but I love you
How sad is that?

Song of a broken heart

2009-12-15T07:45:00.004+08:00

He wants the best of both worlds, I can't give him that.
He broke my heart and it's never going back.
He lost my trust, go fix it, don't hurt it.
for I'm not waiting for you,
not now, not ever.

He asked me if I loved him,
I told him not anymore.
He asked me what would happen,
I shook my head and turned away.
He cried and wet my shirt,
But it doesn't effect me
cause
you're not the person I know anymore.

He held my hands, I let it go.
He pulled it back, holding tightly; it's painful.
He wants me back, but I cant look at him,
for he lost my trust
and its never coming back.

You can try,
and you better try hard
for I'm not easy,
not the person you knew anymore
my heart is not coming back,
so easily.

He cheated on me, like cheating on an essay,
he did not think twice,
nor did he think of the consequences.
He told me this, "I was angry
I wasn't thinking."

But dude, you did it for two weeks,
If I dint find out,
would you ever have told me?

Mainly I can say, that he doesn't want me.
If he did, he would not have done it.

so much for love..
it's truly nothing.
______________
Song copyrighted by Me.

Woohoo

2009-12-02T09:28:00.003+08:00

I want to thank you for the most awesome email ever, thank you. Seriously Thank you, makes me love you more and more and more, more, more. (;

Also thanks for elaborating, it's something I can't do, but you do best (;

__________
THANK YOU

Okay enough of that, I'm here to type what I'm suppose to type yesterday. Here Goes!

Once Upon a Time, There live a Korean who had Three Guy Friends; One was name Black Current, the Other was called Rambutan and the Last One was called Lemon.

One faithful day, Korean asked Black Current a VERY random question, she asked.. "Black Current, if you could FARK someone, who would you FARK?"

Black Current did not know how to answer, so Korean gave him two choices, "between Rambutan and Lemon, choose!"

Black Current hesitated, he did not want to choose between the two so Korean threaten him; to pull his leg, to make him speak.

In the most softest voice, he said, "Rambutan"

Korean laughed, real hard and asked, "why not Lemon?"

He answered, "cause Lemon has no lungs nor his tooth"

He wanted a set, a complete person to Fark. u__u So that's my story of the day. HAHA.

________________
yes, I'm that bored ;P

oh yeash, I have something to update, yesterday I had a conversation, and that conversation was based on being STRAIGHT or being BY.

Calculations and reconfirmation, the conversation lead to an end proving that we're Straight. No details would be written, too inappropriate for the young teenage mind.

Ai

2009-11-30T17:40:00.003+08:00

Hello my love,
I miss you today, stayed in bed and suffered. The pain was horrifying, my sweat kept dripping, my clothes were wet and my hair was in a mess.

Hello my love,
I saw you today, looking down at me, standing next to my bed, staring blankly. You looked like you cried, your eyes looked wet; it was puffy.

Whats wrong?

Hello my love,
Saw you again, but a few days after my today, you looked much better, but yet, sorrow still lingers, it's in your eyes. Your expression looks hollow, were you crying?

Hello my love,
I didn't get to see you today, I couldn't find you, I tried finding, but no faces were identified. I can't see your face no more; I can't see anyone's face too. Help me.

Hello my love,
I tried messaging you, but it failed terribly, can't seem to find the sent button to this post, can't seem to find any connection here.

Where am I?

Hello my love,
The sky doesn't shine anymore, clouds don't look like clouds, Sun died long ago. It's so dark here, I can't even see my hands when I stretch it out in front of me.

What's happening?

Hello my love,
I think I'll give up now, am feeling too tired; my eyes are closing, hands not working, legs are no where to be found.

Hello my love,
I'm saying goodbye now, thank you for everything.

I love you.

_______________________________
Oh.. I was oh so bored. Hope you liked it. ;D

Oh a must read D;

2009-11-16T19:43:00.001+08:00

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and soon to be married
MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

I likie

2009-11-09T10:30:00.006+08:00

My gosh, they're so cool. I love them. And I love the first girl who found me. XD So as some of you know, I went to Time Square the other day, supposingly going for a class at Starbuck's HQ but failed.

They had a mix up with the classes so some had to go back, before the class started I met some AWESOME people, friendly friendly people. Barista[s] maaaa.. All friendly wan ;D

There was some I din't even get to talk to, I was there too short of a time, but some actually found me in FB O___o I din't even give my email to them, so I'm kinda happy we get to catch up in FB. I'm loving FB even more now. hehe.

Thanks for going through the effort of finding me. I've been found.

HAHA LOVEEEEE YOU PPL ;D

2009-10-23T13:24:00.001+08:00

I have 36 colors in me; Enough color for my mind, my soul.

36 things I Love and Hate.
36 things I See and Want.

36 Friends and 36 Relatives
36 Wonders and 36 Wishes.

36 Songs and 36 Pictures,
Just enough for 36 Friends
in 36 Emails.

Anything I can be

2009-10-21T23:09:00.004+08:00

I'll be your spare hands, the one that helps you grab hold onto something before you fall and hurt yourself.

I'll be your spare hands, the one that wipe those tears away when you cry silently next to me. I can see, even when you try hiding it.

And I'll be your spare hands, when you need me the most. I can be..

Anything for you (;

*keeper

2009-10-14T20:02:00.003+08:00

I love Surprises.

You surprise me all the time.

So I love you.

Haha!

Retard.
♥

Thanks

2009-10-10T21:08:00.004+08:00

How can I not forgive you when you..

Came to my doorstep, even though I told you to stay away.
Caught me off guard, and gave me flowers.
Said you were sorry, when I said nothing.

How can I not forgive you?

If he could, why can't we?

2009-10-07T00:50:00.003+08:00

Let's Forgive

You Neglected Me
You Rejected Me
Then You Despised Me
You Used My Love
You took away my abilty to trust
You killed mom
You took everything from me
"Abilty to trust"
"Family"
"Love"
Father I forgive you

When Deep injury is done to us
We never recover until we forgive...
Forgiveness does not change the past
But it does enlarge the future.

Old Man VS Me

2009-10-06T23:11:00.005+08:00

Childish Old Man. Hot tempered OLD MAN! Bitch of a Man, OLD MAN!! OLD MAN OF A OLD MAN, OLD MAN!!!!

Talk about cruel and childish! Breaking his car, wanting me to hit his mother effking car. What childishness, what an a-hole!

okay.

I was driving out from Pyramid after gym, on the way we went, as I drove to the Subang Station to drop Indian to the trains. Praying that he gets hit by a train fast enough or well strong enough to hit him hard, flying him back to KL. ;P

As we drove towards the Subang station, I had to change lane. I SAW WITH MY LITTLE SQUINKY EYES that the car behind me was far enough for me to squeeze through. So i did so, I tried to squeeze through.

That Mother Effker starts horning at me, flashing his high light like there was no other way I could hear his stupid horn making hell behind me; a noise which could make the deaf hear again. He was sooooo noisy, not to mention old and hot tempered.

what else could i do? I put my hand up on my right indicating I was sorry I came into his lane.

It's either he din't forgive me or he was trying to teach me a lesson.

For he tried his very best to catch up with me, over take me and break a few times in front of my car, indicating a dare; a wanting for me to hit his stupid car.

Childish Old Fart u___u

Apparently his wife was seating next to him; Indian told me when he looked over towards the car who over took me.

Was the wife as childish as he is?

I mean COME ON! Grow up already! You're already old, how old do you want to grow some more to actually forgive me. Bitches.

So.. I told Indian I was gonna post this up, so I did. I shared.

Now tell me, was it fair?

2009-10-05T18:28:00.002+08:00

She thinks life is a fairy tale, a whole world of princes and princesses; a never ending walk of bliss and romance, nothing which could make her worry.

wake up girl, you need a reality check. a hit on the head; and hard.

she walk through life with lies in her head, she proclaim as a dream but in reality; her storybook fantasy.

she sees things differently, she sees everything like art not science. her eyes wide open, she can stare blankly at nothing at all and see colors everywhere.

Beautiful

2009-09-22T17:03:00.004+08:00

owh wow. She's GOOD.

Link:

Ellipsis

Epilogue

From August 3rd (Ellipsis)

i love her…

…so i feel our beginnings like the butterfly effect. i touched her skin in brazen summer and found a line of braille: i’m hanging from moment to moment with you and in between the butterflies hold me together.

From September 18th (Epilogue)

i will remember her:

excitement over arts and crafts night. we’d talked about it for hours, breeding nostalgia. i brought over beads, hemp, inks, watercolours, acrylics, papers, sculpture bases, glass paint, sealers—everything i could think of. on her dining table we laid it all out, decided to spray paint glass in greens and reds and violets. the red didn’t survive the evening. it exploded and a violent spray laid claim to the table, staining my duffel bag; we too exploded into laughter, surprised.

She's GOOD

The Bitch is BACK (;

2009-09-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder how to bring the bitch back if i'm not even bitchie enough to bitch people around. time to plan the bitch attack!

operation bring bitch back!

we bitches love to bitch about people, but when people bitch about us, we take things literally; we take it hard and hit them back twice the size. we call this the bitch pistfeast! take that. ngahaha.

we bitches love to crowd in big packs, just to sit and bitch about the passer by[s] we come across; we love doing that. so suck face uglywhores!

bitches stay as bitches, because we're bitches! what more can i say? ;P

what makes a bitch is the bitch herself. you call us bitches? we call you ugly fark faces! hypocrites you are, for if you bitch back about us, you're a bitch yourself ;)

okay done! i.e don't be shocked. hahahahahaha. i've been dared to write a bitchy blog post, i'm not bitchie enough to bitch about others i don't know. you should know by now ;D gotcha!!!

so i'm tagging you now! your turn to write a bitchie blog post! try your best and no copying me!

TAG:

DEBORAH SIEW
MATHEW JORE
TRISHA VAL.
BENJAMIN LEE
EUGENE TANG
CLEO CHONG
and whoever is interested in doing this ;D

fun and joy babeh, it's fun and joy.

Feels far from home

2009-09-13T21:48:00.004+08:00

And I want you to study; work hard and play hard when it comes to me (;
come home; come home to me.

NOT.
just do what you can; i miss you, you son of a b*tch.

Split Splat Splut (;

2009-09-13T02:16:00.008+08:00

Loving Coldplay's new Video. It pretty much reminded me of "Her Morning Elegance" video sang by Oren Lavie which was AMAZING (;

Her Morning Elegance Vid:

"....." I can't seem to upload the vids. so i shall give you the links!!

RECOMMENDED TO WATCH; SERIOUS SHYTE ;D

LINK TO "HER MORNING ELEGANCE" VID! CLICK CLICK!!

Her Morning Elegance Lyrics:

Sun been down for days

A pretty flower in a vase

A slipper by the fireplace

A cello lying in its case

Soon she's down the stairs

Her morning elegance she wears

The sound of water makes her dream

Awoken by a cloud of steam

She pours a daydream in a cup

A spoon of sugar sweetens up

And She fights for her life

As she puts on her coat

And she fights for her life on the train

She looks at the rain

As it pours

And she fights for her life

As she goes in a store

With a thought she has caught

By a thread

She pays for the bread

And She goes...

Nobody knows

Sun been down for days

A winter melody she plays

The thunder makes her contemplate

She hears a noise behind the gate

Perhaps a letter with a dove

Perhaps a stranger she could love

And She fights for her life

As she puts on her coat

And she fights for her life on the train

She looks at the rain

As it pours

And she fights for her life

As she goes in a store

With a thought she has caught

By a thread

She pays for the bread

And She goes...

Nobody knows

And She fights for her life

As she puts on her coat

And she fights for her life on the train

She looks at the rain

As it pours

And she fights for her life

Where people are pleasently strange

And counting the change

And She goes...

Nobody knows

And Now, ColdPlay Vid's LINK which I'm pretty much hooked to:

LINK TO "STRAWBERRY SWING" VID! CLICK CLICK!!

Strawberry Swing lyrics:

They were sitting

They were sitting on the strawberry swing

Every moment was so precious

They were sitting

They were talking under strawberry swing

Everybody was for fighting

Wouldn't wanna waste a thing

Cold, cold water bring me round

Now my feet won't touch the ground

Cold, cold water what ya say?

When it's such…

It's such a perfect day

I remember

We were walking up to strawberry swing

I can't wait until the morning

Wouldn't wanna change a thing

People moving all the time

Inside a perfectly straight line

Don't you wanna curve away?

When it's such…

It's such a perfect day

Now the sky could be blue

I don't mind

Without you it's a waste of time

Could be blue

I don’t mind

Without you it’s a waste of time

Could be blue,

Could be grey

Without you I’m just miles away

Could be blue

I don’t mind

Without you it’s a waste of time

xxxxxxxxxx

SIMPLY AMAZING (;

MantualCycle = Bitch

2009-09-09T18:44:00.004+08:00

FARKING period is a BITCH!!

excuse the short updates these few days. Im In Pain!

Survey for FUN

2009-09-05T20:03:00.004+08:00

gosh my dear classmates must be bored in the holidays. hahahahaha. they've been doing surveys one after another XD which can be entertaining to read since it's pretty funny.

i don't feel like posting it onto facebook. my page is already filled with their constant surveys; which i think if you're not friend's with them, it can't be seen; supposing private to the outside community.

so i shall do ALL of them here. hahahahah. I AM too BORED now [too] XD
here goes..

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: Depends on how you look at it (;

B - BIRTHDAY: 13th January

C - CRUSHING ON: my Buhney

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Milo Ice

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: MY CLOSE FRIENDS

F - FAVORITE SONG: SEXY BITCH

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: I eat them Gummy bears, starting with their heads >=3

H - HOMETOWN: Kuala Lumpur

I - IN LOVE WITH: I don't fall into love so fast

J - JUGGLE: with my Personal issues

K - KILLED SOMEONE: I wish i could (x

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 6hours of hell to somewhere in JB when i was young

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Chocolate ftw (x

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: One older sis, ~~two tiny step munchkins~~

O - ONE WISH: to be successful and live happily in Europe

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Danyal

R- REASON TO SMILE: the taste of ice cream in my mouth

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Where the story ends by The Fray

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 10something; send adrian and amos to the lrt station

V - VEGETABLE(S): carrots[?]

W - WORST HABIT: being Lazy

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Fracture D;

Y - YOYOS ARE: for boys (x

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Capricorn

Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels: HAR?! er.. Kmbrly Hng S-Kym

What color do you wear most?: Black and pink

What are you listening to?: We taking over

Are you happy with your life right now?: Yup, always had

What is your favorite class in school/college?: I'm not quite sure =/

When do you start back at school/college?: Honestly? I'm also not sure

Are you outgoing?: Quite

Favorite pair of shoes?: All

Where do you wish you were right now?: In dreamland

THE CANS:

Can you dance? : Idk =/ Let my friends be the judge of that

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Shyte, no D; i wish i could. gah~

Can you whistle? : Hell yeah

Write with both hands?: I tried, fark it.

Walk with your toes curled: For a while

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: No, wth

Do you believe in miracles?: Sometimes

Do you believe in magic?: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Love at first sight?: not really

Do you think there's a Satan : well... idk

Do you believe in Santa?: fark santa =__=

Do you know how to swim?: yup wee~

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: i might not

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: Duh~

Have you ever asked someone out?: why not?

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yah =____=

Have you ever been to the ocean?: YAH

Have you ever painted your nails?: =___= YEASH ALREADY

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: must be bloody high, farking hot now

What radio station do you listen to?: any. i don't really care, as long as there's good music

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: erm, i can't recall the name

What was the last thing you bought?: A clubing top

Who was the last person you took a picture of? : err =/

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: of course

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: omg, i did

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yeah =___=

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: when i was young and dumb

Do you cry when you get an injury?: unless it's them major injuries

Do certain songs make you cry?: i guess so

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: I am haha

What can make you happy?: Chocolates haha

Do you wish you were happier?: I'm already happy

Can music make you happy?: yeah (x

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken?: idk =/

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Once =___=

LOOK AT ME.

What is your current hair color?: natural black

Current piercings?: 4

Have any tattoos?: Not yet. soon soon. haha

Eye color?: dark brown

IN A GIRL/GUY

Favorite eye color: hazel brown, or green if it's a westerner

Short or long hair: curls, they look so cute on guys

Height: definitely want him tall

Best clothing: as long as his not lala

HAVE YOU EVER.

Been to jail: haha no

Mooned someone: mooned?

Thrown up in a store: no thank god

Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yeah, many

Gone skinny dipping: haha nooo

THIS OR THAT.

Pepsi or Coke: pepsi

McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's

Single or Group Dates: Both

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

Strawberries or Blueberries: blueberries

Meat or Veggies: both

TV or Movie: both

Guitar or Drums?: both

Adidas or Nike: adidas

Chinese or Mexican: urgh, neither

Cheerios or Corn Flake: Corn flake

Pie or Cake: Cake

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.Fill this fun alot of lame questions! and then share it with your friends.

What is the last thing you ate?
Maggi with curry chicken as a side dish

What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
Fall inside a LIFT

do you laugh when people get hurt?
Depends ;P

Who is your mom?
Irene Sonia Tan

Do you yell at strangers?
If they get on my nerves (;

Do you poop out at parties?
Hell NO

What is the longest word you have heard?
It's SOOOO long till i can't even remember the word itself x)

Who is your math teacher?
I have no clue; always skip class

Have you ever bite someone?
Hehehehehehe. Many

Have you ever slept in a bed?
Yeah; stupid question

How many months has it been since you last ate?
HMM?!

can you cook cerial?
you can bake them x) taste gooood

what was the last thing you made in an easy bake oven?
a small pizza

What is your favourite finger?
i love all my fingers D;

Is math stupid?
sometimes ;P

if you could sit in any chair right now what chair would you sit in
the softest, most comfortable chair in the world; to sleep ;P

How many fingers do you have?
TEN

Have you ever taken a quiz that was stupider than this?
I DONT THINK SO

I'm going to stop here. hahahaha. too many things to answer; taking up too much time ;P

HollyJeeeesus!

2009-08-31T17:03:00.003+08:00

Mommy went back to Dubai on sat, had to send her to the airport with my bloody bleeding eyeball, which thank goodness was healing; can you imagine the faces on the people whom (if my eyes were not healed) would have to stare into my eyes and go,"hollyjesus!" ? hahaha. thank goodness for not having that experience. x)

so i heard the bad news that my dear friends did not win in the tournament. sorry to hear that guys, better luck next time. you know there are better chances next time, you guys are still the best when it comes to online games! pro mar! *hehe*

so on the same day, during the night i went to watch the match between MU vs Arsenal. Interesting match, as Amos and Akrzee supported MU while Adrian supported Arsenal; i was in between ;)

MU had two goals while Arsenal had only one; which I thought it was not really a well played match. the first goal from MU was due to a penalty from Arsenal, i think it was a yellow card so MU had a free kick in (obviously it would go in) while the second goal was from this idiot from Arsenal who had his head up "too" high and the ball went into their OWN goal.

Anyways Arsenal lost; they could have had an even goal but they had a offside goal. which led them to 2 - 1.

interesting ain't it? haha.

so the guys crashed over my house on saturday and we went for an early breakfast which we all ate nasi lemak. i don't know, i think the nasi lemak pulled some strings in me; like food poisoning, it hurt badly! after breakfast i sent amos to the lrt station then we all went back home and i fell asleep, woke up twice to vomit and tried my best not to strangle my dolls due to sufficient pain. was suppose to celebrate Indipendence day with my friends but i was sick so i did not have the chance to celebrate but slept instead till the next day. i hate falling sick.

btw, i went to see the doctor, i swear she was the most grumpiest doctor i've ever met, so bitchie and unfriendly. i hope she gets sack or something. smile more bitch, won't kill you in doing so. hmp! haha.

so i'm feeling better now. so happy but my stomach still feels upset, not wanting to feel any better, guess i'll have to finish up my meds. gah~

till then people. ttfn (;

Bleeding eyeball

2009-08-26T22:08:00.004+08:00

WHY O WHY!

But yeash, I have a bleeding right eyeball in my eye socket waiting to be healed. poor little o me.

oh-my-effing-god~

2009-08-25T01:42:00.003+08:00

So i went to work just now at 6p.m and i just came home not long ago. I had the weirdest encounter with a customer; maybe it was not an encounter but more to "what the fuck are they doing" type of phase from my point of view.

so i took order from this old woman and this teenage boy which seems to be my age. the woman was at lease late 40s' while the boy should be 18 like me.

these two stayed in the restaurant for hours! they ordered alot, enough to feed a small country. i had to attend to other customers so i did not pay much attention to them, then it slipped. he spoke quite loudly, enough for me to hear what he's saying, and oh gosh, i was shocked. literally. seriously.

were they flirting? that old woman and that teenage boy? he was holding her hands, talking about himself in the most annoying voice i've ever heard; and that woman, oh-my-effing-god, the words she used can drown a city with her self pity!

talking about her previous marriage while the boy used words that could cheer up the saddest clown on earth! saying if he had her, he'll be the luckiest man alive.

"MAN" my ass.

anyways, from my theory he looks like a student while that old woman is one of his lecturers. He was talking about A-levels and all while she tried giving advice; geeez! talking about no self dignity at all, these two can seriously crack up an audience. rather-bull.

ohhhh.. that's not all. when i had to print the bill for them to pay, they were both "argueing" about who should pay for this meal.

for christ sake! one just pay already!

at the end the woman paid while the boy helped to pay the small amount of coins he can put in. and they finally left after 2hours of flirting, talking and touching. *eeew eeewww eeeewwwwww*

all i can say is, "what the hell is happening to this world?! that woman is old enough to be your mother you desperate freak!"

seriously speechless.

gah~

You think too much

2009-08-15T12:35:00.003+08:00

Stop thinking, start looking forward. if you've not notice, if you think too much about the "what if" and the "i wish" you'll turn all emotional and start panic-ing about what you're doing.

i left all this behind in highschool, and i'm doing just fine. loving life as it's suppose to be. so cheer up already!

STOP thinking too much, and concentrate on what you have now; the future (;

p.s, this is for all those emo freaks!
SMILE (;

Words..

2009-08-15T01:43:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I say things without thinking, I don't mean what i say. You and I know i wasn't really in the mood, so why take what i say so seriously?

I'm sorry, don't go all emo with me okay? cheer up. I don't mean it when i say "get a life" i was just expressing what i thought when you complained how dull your life is. Personally, if you want life to be more exciting, go explore it.

I can't be there by your side forever, you need to step into reality and go forward. Hopefully your internship from October to December would occupy your time (;

I'll go visit you when ever i can, hopefully by then my car would finally arrive at my doorstep, for traveling all the way to KL won't be easy without a car.

I'm sorry, *sayang sayang* cheer up.

Thankiu (;

2009-08-14T23:16:00.005+08:00

I have another package from Australia!! (;

From the one and only, Ben. Thank you, seriously, you treat me too well, for what reasons? i really dunno, but thank you again.

You've always taken care of me, I bet your mommy is proud of you, haha.

First chocolates now perfume! you really know how to spoil me!

Hope to have another gathering with family next time.

Lots of love, Kym (;

P.S no picture this time, camera not with me D;

Pup to Mr.Bulldog

2009-08-13T16:40:00.005+08:00

i have a pet name for this guy friend of mine, his name is Mr.Bulldog.

Mr.Bulldog can be pretty moody sometimes but I try my best to cheer him up. So Mr.Bulldog did not win in today's competition, and i want to cheer him up a little.

Talking to him does not seem to work, so I shall post something for him. to make him feel better[?]

Cheer up Mr.Bulldog, there are other competition to compete. Life's not gonna end ya' know?

Poor Lil Bulldog, it seems that yesterday's bite has given him bruises. I shall call them "lovebites" just for yooou. *but you and i know it's not LOVELY at all* haha. for i bite without love, i bite for enjoyment.

As everyone witness, we dogs can't play without biting.

Cheer up stupid Bulldog.

my mom can be so bloody adorable!

2009-07-19T21:48:00.004+08:00

like the tittle, i am here to explain.
yeash, my mom can be so bloody adorable!!!

hence.. let me explain.

so.. after a whole day being with him, I came home and waited for my uncle's arrival to send my two little munchkins to the vet. check ups (; you know the feeling.

poor dogs had to get some jab. leo was terrified as always and gypsie.. well.. she was bloody naughty, she left some pee and poop for them to clean; am not sure if it was the nervousness of the jab or the presence of the doctor.

after vet.

my uncle told me to drive, so i did. we drove to carefore (the messy-est mall everrrr). i thought i felt all confident, until i had to drive up the rounded twirly path to hell i.e parking lot.

when it came to parking, my uncle could not make up his mind, for he did not want me to hit any cars when i parked. so for my defense, it made me dizzy twirling around the parking lot ;P
eventually, i parked and we went shopping.

going home time (;

i drove out from the parking spot well.. i felt like a pro. till, my uncle wanted me to train around the parking lot. *cheng cheng*

everything went well till we were turning, (my biggest mistake) the space was tiny but i insisted i could make it with this bloody car. i seriously under estimate this Hyundai. i turned to my right, and *scrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeccchhhhh* i heard my perfectly beautiful car scratch at the side.

honestly?

i could hear my heart sink real deep. haha.

but in reality i could only think of *FARK, MOMMY IS GONNA KILL ME, MOMMY IS GONNA KILL ME*

not only that, i did not stop the car and went forward some more x) haha. i thought i was in serious deep shyte. but noone scold me (; thank god.

i went to massage my mom after the accident, and all she could tell me was..

"I feel the pain my Sonata feels, he must be feeling ugly and hurt right now, my poor baby."

"I treated him like my own son, now he needs a repair ); for all the years i treated him with love and now he's hurt."

seriously hilarious x) i love my mommy. and she kept on repeating the same words. =/ mother's love to her car. the lol-ness (;

best thing i'm still getting my Myvi x) just need to wait for awhile. wee.. this time i shall be more careful x)

Dancing

2009-07-11T11:31:00.005+08:00

She hits the dance floor,
but she knows not how to dance.

She's not pretty
and she's not hot,
but all she could think of was dancing.

she took her first step
on the dance floor
and she looked,
no one was jumping.

she shake'd and she move'd
but she felt like she'd not budging.

she gave up
and went back to the table,
saw a bottle of liquor
and started pouring

into the glass it drips slowly
she started drinking.

the taste was strong
her head was bobbing
she felt high
she started dancing.

this time she did not bother
she dance till her feet hurt

she sang while she dance
and dance while she sang

people thought she was crazy.

she eventually felt tired
and also very happy,

people were still looking at her
she questioned them
they started laughing

"we never thought you were so wild, girl!"
they beamed out smiling.

she blushed
but she was happy
so together
she started laughing.

as time tick'd
the night slowly went silent

people started to disappear
as one by one
they left
and head for home

she stayed back
she was still smiling
as she continued dancing

alone.

You're so far ....

2009-07-10T15:31:00.005+08:00

He who stays from a far
lays upright and
dreamy was
trying to sleep but
he couldn't.

He who stays from a far
called the girl
who picked up the phone
and with his hello
made her day
upside down
and inside out.

He who stays from a far
thinks of the girl
whom he calls everyday
and told her that
he loves her.

He who stays from a far
sends the girl
chocolates
when ever he can
and tries to make her happy.

He who stays from a far
is a fantasy
a non living person
whom she created
to please herself
to make her feel better.

He who stays from a far
is her lover
in another world
in her imagination.

He who stays from a far
wishes he could stay by her side forever.

It's white (;

2009-06-27T16:56:00.005+08:00

So parents went to order the number plate for my car. seemingly hard to get the number 3168 because of it's number, so we're just waiting till the number is available.

I'm pretty sure I'm getting a white Myvi in congratulation of my driving test x) thanks~ *loves* hopefully i wont make a rack out of this car =/ it won't be fun facing my parents with a big bump on the car now would it? ahha.

why the number 3168?

it seems to be a good number for my family. all the 168, 3168, 1688 and 8168. looooool. Not sure if it's gotta do with Feng Shui or not but the number 3168 represents:

3 - March (James Birthday)
1- January (My Birthday)
6- June ( Sis's Birthday) and..
8- August (Mum's Birthday)

BTW.. The opening of PapaRich ss15 has been postpone to another date. Sorry people, we have some difficulty in finding foreign workers now even if the pay is higher then the other outlets.
It might open on August! what a bummer. D;

and congratulation to my mum (; she has been promoted again. going higher and higher, i love her so (; She'll be doing it all babeh! In charge of UAE's McDonald's HeadOffice. *loves her so*

I need to get my sister a Birthday present! any ideas for a 23yeares old?? her Birthday just passed =/ i need some help here.. best before this month ends or i'm doom D;

PM me later when i'm on in MSN, going off for dinner soon in KL. so chao ppl~

^^

Yet another story

2009-05-21T23:09:00.009+08:00

another fun convo.
enjoy reading it (;

( dunno why this topic started with shyting u___u )

Debbie: Lol bad with stories
amos® ☻: sudah habis berak???
Debbie: ask LBO to tell
≈Prof≈: my shit today abit keras
≈Prof≈: i think didnt eat vegetable
amos® ☻: =.=' we dun wanna know
Debbie: Lol
~~bL008-|~~: GROSS!!
≈Prof≈: but i wana let u all know
≈Prof≈: sharing is caring
amos® ☻: k la k la
amos® ☻: hows da smell then???
≈Prof≈: abit strong
≈Prof≈: too much meat i suspect
amos® ☻: wow ok ok
~~bL008-|~~: wtf???????????????
≈Prof≈: but CONFIRM fresh la
≈Prof≈: no worries
≈Prof≈: color also ok, no signs of constipation
amos® ☻: not previous stock wan irte???
amos® ☻: *rite
~~bL008-|~~: hw many times u shit 1 day?
amos® ☻: hu??
Debbie: lol check colour lagi! wtf
≈Prof≈: who
≈Prof≈: me?
Debbie: you la
≈Prof≈: once per day
≈Prof≈: how bout u guys
amos® ☻: hahahhahahaha
≈Prof≈: but pee i duno, drink alot, pee more
≈Prof≈: drink less, pee less
~~bL008-|~~: me aso 1 lar..
~~bL008-|~~: evry morning...
≈Prof≈: more healthy
Debbie: wtf
≈Prof≈: ppl who shit in the morning are healthy
amos® ☻: sama gang larr dee...
~~bL008-|~~: hahahaha
amos® ☻: *punch*
≈Prof≈: those 2-3 days shit once
~~bL008-|~~: shaek n bake
≈Prof≈: means not good
≈Prof≈: joe example
≈Prof≈: 18 years didnt shit before
≈Prof≈: all naik kepala
≈Prof≈: the result is like dat
amos® ☻: came out another thumb
≈Prof≈: cos shit contains acid and gas
≈Prof≈: which combusts into Radiation
≈Prof≈: that causes genetic mutation
≈Prof≈: thus, results in an additional thumb, 2 penis and 4 testicles
amos® ☻: n brain damaged
≈Prof≈: no
≈Prof≈: that one different cause
≈Prof≈: I have done my research on this aspect
≈Prof≈: shall I summarize it?
amos® ☻: wahhh
amos® ☻: go ahead
≈Prof≈: ok
ღ кιммў ღ: omg la! u____u tengah makan. dun talk too much about shyte
≈Prof≈: a normal human sperm swims an average of 2 metres, which is an equivalent of 2 miles in human calculation to reach the womb
≈Prof≈: but MR Genius Joe, wants a shortcut and swam to another road
≈Prof≈: to an undeveloped egg
≈Prof≈: thus resulting in slow reaction rate, or atkspd in layman terms
amos® ☻: wow that i'd say
≈Prof≈: any questions thus far
amos® ☻: indeed a good theory amos® ☻: pls carry on prof don kel
≈Prof≈: i shall
ღ кιммў ღ: ahhahahah
≈Prof≈: ok
≈Prof≈: a normal human baby takes 9 months to fully develop into a child
≈Prof≈: but Mr.smart joe once again
≈Prof≈: takes the shortcut
≈Prof≈: of 6 months
≈Prof≈: after coming out from the womb at such a fragile stage, the baby body is not fully developed yet
≈Prof≈: therefore his butthole is not yet developed and the baby cannot excrete its wastes
amos® ☻: i know now!! this is a remarkable theory
≈Prof≈: after 3 months once it has developed a butthole or anal, the waste which accumulates in the baby's body hardens thus results in unpenetrable wall of poop
≈Prof≈: thus causes the radiation
≈Prof≈: and the mutation of joe
≈Prof≈: any Q so far?
ღ кιммў ღ: u____u plain speechless
≈Prof≈: save this for blog
≈Prof≈: lol
amos® ☻: but proff.....how about the slow reaction towards respons in joe occurs???
≈Prof≈: oraits
≈Prof≈: that one
≈Prof≈: another aspect
amos® ☻: i juz dun get it
ღ кιммў ღ: auto save (;
≈Prof≈: I need to find my research papers
≈Prof≈: gimme 2
amos® ☻: help me prof
≈Prof≈: Project : Winston joe
amos® ☻: it coming out in exams
ღ кιммў ღ: hahaha
amos® ☻: take note
≈Prof≈: ok
≈Prof≈: here it is
ღ кιммў ღ: auto saves u___u dunnid notes
≈Prof≈: Shall I start the evaluation
amos® ☻: juz cont where u left
amos® ☻: pls proceed
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★ has been added to the conversation.
≈Prof≈: ah, here comes another student into my lecture hall.
≈Prof≈: shall i continue?
ღ кιммў ღ: she's so gonna laugh u___u
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: LOL= =
ღ кιммў ღ: yeah do
≈Prof≈: "(amos® ☻ says: but proff.....how about the slow reaction towards respons in joe occurs???)"
≈Prof≈: a very good question indeed
≈Prof≈: i shall start with a scientific term for this
≈Prof≈: which is called "omfg-wtf-joe-slow-max-syndrome"
≈Prof≈: or in layman terms, i simplify it to merely "joe is slow".
amos® ☻: i see....hmmm
≈Prof≈: it happens when 2 deadly acids within the intestines mix together
ღ кιммў ღ: wat would tht be
≈≈: Glucose, which is common amongst us humans
≈Prof≈: and Gamma radiation, which only Joe and The Hulk have.
ღ кιммў ღ: lol
≈Prof≈: Hulk's gamma radiation is due to over exposure
≈Prof≈: but joe's is different
≈Prof≈: his intestines have grown strong enough to enforce and protect it's other vital organs
≈Prof≈: thus resulting in a eerie glow in the dark whenever the lights are off
amos® ☻: wow amazing amos® ☻: wonderful indeed i would say
≈Prof≈: When Glucose and Gamma is mixed together, it combusts into a new type of chemical
~~bL008-|~~: shu ting!!!
~~bL008-|~~: u had 2 send me dat email!!!
≈Prof≈: which we call "GammaJoeMax"
~~bL008-|~~: omfg!!!
≈Prof≈: excuse me
~~bL008-|~~: oopsss..
~~bL008-|~~: sory prof..
≈Prof≈: please dun interrupt my class
amos® ☻: proff pls carry on
≈Prof≈: where was I
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: *which we call "GammaJoeMax"
≈Prof≈: ah yes, GammaJoeMax is a combustion of 2 properties
≈Prof≈: which is gamma and glucose
≈Prof≈: thus resulting a surge of haywire towards the brain causing slow and irregular language but a unique hand in pocket style whom most of us are unable to have.
≈Prof≈: any questions
ღ кιммў ღ: errrrm
ღ кιммў ღ: LOL
ღ кιммў ღ: anythg else?
~~bL008-|~~: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: why v unable to have tat unique hand? T.T so sad
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: tats cool xD
≈Prof≈: I explained above, somebody show her the notes plaese
ღ кιммў ღ: COOL????
≈Prof≈: she was late to class
amos® ☻: yes mis kimmy any question?? pls go ahead and ask
ღ кιммў ღ: (**COPIED AND PASTE FOR TENG TENG TO READ**)
amos® ☻: prof pls tick her 'late' in da attendance book
≈Prof≈: Silence
Debbie: so what's the conclusion?
≈Prof≈: I have my way of doing things
≈Prof≈: Conclusion is
amos® ☻: KNN!!
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: LOL....
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: hahahahaha xD ah hem....no vulgar word
≈Prof≈: Joe, a very unique species of the mamalian hierarchy, is very very special
amos® ☻: 1 of a kind
≈Prof≈: IT is even more fascinating than dinosaurs
≈Prof≈: indeed.
ღ кιммў ღ: ahahahaha
≈Prof≈: shall I move into my next creature
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: LOL
≈Prof≈: Pumbaa
Debbie: yes please
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: oh yea.....
amos® ☻: sure amos® ☻: !!
ღ кιммў ღ: ahahahahaha
amos® ☻: PROF!!
≈ĶåēĽž≈: yes?
amos® ☻: wat is the scientific term for pumbaa??
≈Prof≈: do speak faster
ღ кιммў ღ: hahahah
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: y all dc??= =
≈Prof≈: Mongolia-Pigostrotum-Kingstonia.
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ღ кιммў ღ: yeah i was waiting for tht question for dam long
≈Prof≈: is the term for Pumbaa.
ღ кιммў ღ: wait for him to on back
≈Prof≈: somebody please pull that student back into the class
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: yea
amos® ☻ has been added to the conversation.
≈Prof≈: kids nowadays have no manners
ღ кιммў ღ: continue pls
≈Prof≈: U shall see the principal after this Mr.tee.
amos® ☻: can u pls repeat that prof??
amos® ☻: i so sorry prof
ღ кιммў ღ: u___u
≈Prof≈: As I was saying, Mongolia-Pigostrotum-Kingstonia is the scientific term for this Eerie Beast of the African Wild
amos® ☻: i see
≈Prof≈: Its huge, yet stupid in a sense
amos® ☻: is it black or dark brown??
ღ кιммў ღ: excuse me prof
≈Prof≈: I shall go onto details on how our research team caught this beast and tagging it
ღ кιммў ღ: one more classmate is here
≈Prof≈: yes
ღ кιммў ღ: shall i bring her in?
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ღ кιммў ღ: nvmd
ღ кιммў ღ: she's been brought in by another u__u
ღ кιммў ღ: do continue
Debbie: continue lesson please
≈Prof≈: shall I move into my next creature? Pumbaa As I was saying, Mongolia-Pigostrotum-Kingstonia is the scientific term for this Eerie Beast of the African Wild I shall go onto details on how our research team caught this beast and tagging it
amos® ☻: dont let distraction stop this lecture plss
amos® ☻: lets move on
≈Prof≈: I shall continue
≈Prof≈: This beast, IS huge and has a destuctive power of 20000, equivalent to 2 millitary tanks of the Defense division of USA.
" [p] - e |_| p: ==
≈Prof≈: It can break through walls, no bullets are able to pierce its tough hide and very strong indeed
≈Prof≈: But
≈Prof≈: sadly
ღ кιммў ღ: sadly? =/
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*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: carry on prof
≈Prof≈: It has a weakness for females. Our research team placed a photo of a girl with bikini, a set of phone numbers beside and perfume was sprayed on the photo. It was lured out from its lair, just like a baby child looking for its mother
amos® ☻: i see i see.....
" [p] - e |_| p: lols
amos® ☻: do carry on..
ღ кιммў ღ: omg prof! thts scary!
≈Prof≈: it licked the photo like it was its own mother, embracing it, our leading team researcher, doctor suhendran shoved a needle with sleeping effects up it's anus and it fell asleep as we continued studying this mystical creature
≈Prof≈: any questions thus far
amos® ☻: i do
ღ кιммў ღ: (WTF)
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: no prof....carry on
≈Prof≈: yes mr amos
amos® ☻: wat is it's fur structure round it's pubic area??
≈Prof≈: ah, very good question indeed
ღ кιммў ღ: =/
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amos® ☻: lol
≈Prof≈: it has no pubic fur, but we do find a set of testicles on it
amos® ☻: wow
≈Prof≈: with no penis attached
amos® ☻: amazing
≈Prof≈: therefore male or female is still undetermined amos® ☻: owh tats kindda sad
ღ кιммў ღ: prof
≈Prof≈: yes?
ღ кιммў ღ: how did u come across such creatures?
≈Prof≈: ahhh
≈Prof≈: it was a very sunny afternoon when I was on a research trip in africa, my research team was initially there to observe lions but a creature so unique came running out of nowhere. It was faster than a cheetah, bigger than an elephant
≈Prof≈: we didnt know this beast even existed in the wild
ღ кιммў ღ: O____________O!!!!
≈Prof≈: it ran towards our research team, whom one of them was a female, it took her in it's mouth and ran off
≈Prof≈: just like that
amos® ☻: i heard tat it was also reported some had seen it in (..sensored)
≈Prof≈: nope, not true
ღ кιммў ღ: (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
amos® ☻: oh i see now tat was rumour
≈Prof≈: this beast has the ability to windwalk.
amos® ☻: wow
≈Prof≈: so it might be anywhere
ღ кιммў ღ: who did it kidnap?
~~bL008-|~~: wtf man!!!
≈Prof≈: anymore questions before i proceed onto what I find in the lairs of this huge yet horrifying creature
~~bL008-|~~: wat time will ur fucking class fnsh??
≈Prof≈: it kidnapped our drunk researcher, doctor(..sensored).
~~bL008-|~~: no break r??
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: LOL.....
ღ кιммў ღ: OMG
amos® ☻: how about it's attitude and behaviours prof??
≈Prof≈: k break 5 minuts
≈Prof≈: ...........
≈Prof≈: kim and amos macam enjoying
≈Prof≈: lol
amos® ☻: hahaha
ღ кιммў ღ: cuz funny =/
amos® ☻: damn sienz larr
ღ кιммў ღ: still eating sumore
ღ кιммў ღ: this my entertainment
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: LOL
≈Prof≈: and this tembak afk max
≈Prof≈: come back LOL then hilang
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: where got= =
≈Prof≈: deb , dineash also afk
≈Prof≈: = =
Debbie: right here
ღ кιммў ღ: ahahahaha
≈Prof≈: LoL wtf
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: i got read lo...jz dunno wan ask wat *one★τзηg τёńğ™★: zzzzz= =
Debbie: just not interrupting class ma
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: yalo *one★τзηg τёńğ™★: v so good to u= = *one★τзηg τёńğ™★: but u say v afk
≈Prof≈: so far my class interesting? or we continue tomorrow?
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: xD oh yea
ღ кιммў ღ: continue now la ღ кιммў ღ: i dun think i can sleep early pun
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: haha
Debbie: continue prz
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: same xD
≈Prof≈: lol
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: continue la *one★τзηg τёńğ™★: LOL
≈Prof≈: okiez
≈Prof≈: back to class.
amos® ☻: bak to my question prof
≈Prof≈: where was i
≈Prof≈: repeat the question please, Mr.tee
amos® ☻: how about it's attitude and behaviours prof??
≈Prof≈: Only one word can describe such a foul creature
≈Prof≈: "OMFGWTFBBQ"
ღ кιммў ღ: O____o i see
ღ кιммў ღ: prof
≈Prof≈: yes
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: OMFGWTFBBQ....wow....so long
ღ кιммў ღ: ur lecture will carry on around the world
ღ кιммў ღ: i shall spread ur research
ღ кιммў ღ: on the net
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: oh yea..... kym...great job
≈Prof≈: DO cut out my name
≈Prof≈: before posting
ღ кιммў ღ: why ar
≈Prof≈: for this creature is internet wise
≈Prof≈: unlike Joe
ღ кιммў ღ: OMG okk
*one★τзηg τёńğ™★: jz pu there.... PROF KAELz
≈Prof≈: for its senses are more keen than Joe
≈Prof≈: It plays facebook, hunts down blogs, and will kill me eventually
~~bL008-|~~: may i go to toilet??
ღ кιммў ღ: =/
≈Prof≈: go
~~bL008-|~~: orite...
≈Prof≈: ok, times up
≈Prof≈: lecture over
≈Prof≈: 11pm jor

there.. i shall not continue. it'll take forever to edit till the end );
ehhe. thts all for now(; hope ya enjoy the crap!